It's extremely easy to believe that you are a butt puppet and have no innate power. But it is my joy to remind you that you are an Infinite Consciousness, so, of course, you can play small—That’s your birthright! But it’s also your birthright to be powerful, loving and to express your Eternal & Infinite heart.
Therefore, remove any source that denies your Divinity and Sovereignty, and surround yourself with those who illuminate your exquisiteness and Mastery because this is your paradise! But are you receiving it based on being a limited person, or are you receiving it based on Presence—the Unconditioned Consciousness illuminating the person?